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I seem to make and lose friends and enemies as easy as the weather changes weatherscold right now will it change to warmthatd be nice
I am tired I have no energy I just want to sleep all the time, but I am so afraid to sleep
Grin got shot I got my head beat in My home is not safe I want to kill Seikilos HAH I KNOW YOUR NAME NOW YOU FUCKER ILLKILLYOUIMNOTFAT I got kicked out Grin drugged me. I'm drunk. Grin are you my buddy? I want my buddy where is he?
I have a new deader friend
She holds me all night so I could sleep I dont think I dreamed, or if I did, I didnt wake or cry this time I like her a lot she smiled at me and petted me i likeheriwsihshewashere
Miles is normal againI can't have Grin anymore, even if he offered to more fist-fights his thalassianisreally good that made me surprised
Auroran won't talk to me It hurts, thinking about him Procrastin is done with me He's washed his hands, if what he yelled at me before leaving is any indication ilovethemwhycan'tibegood enoughthat they will stay with me? i lovethem please don't leave me guys i don't want
someelf i think his name ismarry us maryus? marius? he wasreallyold older than me i think he looked tired too
my white knight i wshi hewas my knight maybe there is someone to be a knightwhite white wh
he gave me some stuff for tea for my head i dont trust him he knows i think he said funny things and i was really afraid what if he knows
he knows
everyone knows they knowtheyknowtheyknowtheyknow
Everyone is gone I feel so empty inside
Except I'm not hahaimnotalonebut thats not the same
Where is Tat Anna? I don't know how to find her.
Everyone has left me alone. Behind. Gone. Gone.
Im really drunk
itsreally cold out hereimafrfaidtogohome